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Run away, run away if you can't speak Turn a page on a world that you don't need Wide awake and you're scared that you won't...

Hard as steel She'll not bend to your will Cold as ice You'll find no love in her eyes

Can hold my breath only for a little while Until reality starts sinking in Once again I'm settling for second best Turn the page and...

He leaned onto her and gave her a deep kiss. It was a lovely taste, a wonderful feeling; she could almost felt herself melting away. But sh...

When you awake dreading the day The thoughts that flowed through your mind ... There is nothing to fear, ... There is nothing to worry ...

I have a stinking suspicion that he went out of the country with my son again.

16 Nov 2017 - H's birthday 20 Nov 2017 - we divorced legally in court. Really fast track divorce, took less than 6 hours for him to le...

Is just not enough. Or no longer there. Oh. Btw. We're divorcing anymore but still trying. Still trying. I don't know. Lost all...

We've agreed to divorce and I've confirmed purchase of a subsale apartment in DI . 

I haven't had anything near a good reading for the past month. I had lemon chicken and veggie 2 hours with maybe 2 thin slices of apple...

I'm bored. We've both admitted we've got no more sparks for each other. He's got no motivation to try to fix or improve our ...

During the counselling few weeks back, he admitted he's been going out with his friends more often. The counselor advised him to reduce,...

Suddenly feel so sad and depressed. Last night talked about divorce and how we would work it with Harris. How we no longer have a spark with...

no longer waiting to fly away. wishing she would be flown away. this is all just getting tiresome. so tiresome. could she just lay ...

Sometimes I wish you could save me. 

This year, so far, my calendar has many 'See Dr" memos. In 2007, we started. In 2009, we sinned. In 2010, we sinned, though I ...

Remember when we went to visit the house from the current tenant and they showed us around? I commented what a clean house it was. ...

how one fucking person can greatly affect your whole fucking being? I was having a great day, feeling good and un-depressed. and then, on...

You know, I'm actually a rather evil person.  I wish bad things on people. I feel bad for myself for doing so, and despite knowing this...

One sad part of life is this: the person who knows you the best should be able to trust you, but doesn't,  because he/she knows you jus...

In fact, perhaps it be said that no life changing conversions should be taken lightly.  And a religious conversion is life changing, especi...

I need to be gone. Poof. Let's die.

... it is self sabotaging. I do it so exceptionally well,  and has been for the past few weeks. You have abandoned me for as long as I ...

She felt the vibrations before she heard them. It honked right before passing by her. "Weren't you afraid? " And she th...

Bye. Im leaving.

I don't want to get married anymore. It's fucking annoying and a bloody miserable process. Inviting friends is difficult, but rel...

I wish it was 9 years ago. 

I'm so sad.  The bonus that I'd been anticipated is much lower than what I got last year. I had this naive expectation that th...

I call it the little mean troll. No wonder I have no memories of a self called monster or whatnot. 

.. and this began a little before New Year. Sometime after Christmas. I'm sluggish, underwhelmed (you know, I actually have no ide...