if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Friday, December 02, 2011

heck of days

As predicted, the last 2 months of the year were hectic. More so becuase colleagues are taking leaves here and there.

The other my colleague asked me how did I manage to still go home on time at 5pm every day. Yes, I do go home right on time every day, because I feel bad asking my carpool-er to wait for me nearly every day. But the truth is, I didn't manage to complete all my work all at the same day. I rush through them, yes, and I try to do the more urgent stuffs first. The rest, if possible, I postpone them to the next day. Also, I've been eating lunches at my desk just about every day, taking less than an hour.

But mine is such an awesome company - they want us to liven up our work areas. Decorate the board. Decorate your working bays. But you know what? It's also a fucking competition with a fucking deadline. Where got time to decorate things when there are other operational deadlines to meet?!

Got.... stay back lor.

That's what I'm doing now. I'm typing this from the office, haha. I did not go to lunch at all today; I shared a bowl of fried spaghetti with my colleague, who was also working to decorate the board with me during lunch time (hungry now). I also realized that I have not gone to the toilet even once this whole day.

Sigh. And all the while, I see emails coming in, one by one, demanding action. Ah... fuck you, man.

Not to mention, this evening, someone from MAIS called me, asking for my 'perkembangan' after converting. Did I go to those classes? I said no, I haven't got the time yet and I don't have a car. He suggested a few places, like Jabatan Daerah Islam Hulu Langat, in Kajang. PERKIM, apparently, have classes in English. He also noted that I did not change my name (for goodness sake, people, get over it!).

I haven't even got the time to do wedding planning. I haven't got the patience to even learn Mandarin... you want me to learn Islamic stuffs now? Gimme some time, can or not?

Earlier on, I was thinking that I could learn the basic fardhu ain stuffs from Sy (going to those place often, I am liable to regularly piss people off and giving myself early heart attacks). How now, brown dog?

fate was flirting ... at 6:51 PM
& tumbled down on 1 identities

` waiting to fly


    let's release the butterflies
    so they may fly
    and be united with
    their lovers
    honey i am here
    waiting to fly away
    with you

`like a bird

`far & away


`till im home

    my own place, my sanctuary
    walk-in closet // a slim body
    silky hair // pain-free joints
    scar-less // soft toys
    never ending dust-free world
    universal medical care
    environmental-friendly car
    Hogwarts's Room of Requirement
    a dream
    beauty // brawn // brain