if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Tuesday, November 21, 2017

No longer 'we'

16 Nov 2017 - H's birthday
20 Nov 2017 - we divorced legally in court. Really fast track divorce, took less than 6 hours for him to legally talaq me.

I have much to write, before I forgot all the details. My memory is truly weakening. I can't remember in details. I can't remember what I did on Sunday. 

fate was flirting ... at 10:35 PM
& tumbled down on 0 identities

` waiting to fly


    let's release the butterflies
    so they may fly
    and be united with
    their lovers
    honey i am here
    waiting to fly away
    with you

`like a bird

`far & away


`till im home

    my own place, my sanctuary
    walk-in closet // a slim body
    silky hair // pain-free joints
    scar-less // soft toys
    never ending dust-free world
    universal medical care
    environmental-friendly car
    Hogwarts's Room of Requirement
    a dream
    beauty // brawn // brain