if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Wednesday, November 05, 2014

a religious conversion is nothing trivial

In fact, perhaps it be said that no life changing conversions should be taken lightly.  And a religious conversion is life changing, especially if you're converting outside of your entire family's main religion.

I used to think it was nothing,  that there isn't really much impact. But now that I've had first hand experience in it, I cannot say the same anymore.

Perhaps more so if you're a woman.

In a generation or two, I think my descendants will not know the other side of their heritage. My side. My side seems to be the minority side, and because I married over to the majority side, some of them thinks I ought to have change to be just like them. Forget your original identity,  immerse completely and be just like us!

But in a few more generations, maybe we would have all inter-marrid that there would only be one globalized race anyway.

Should I even bother? Does this matter?  Why do I feel a bit offended?

Maybe I'm just selfish.

fate was flirting ... at 7:19 PM
& tumbled down on 0 identities

` waiting to fly


    let's release the butterflies
    so they may fly
    and be united with
    their lovers
    honey i am here
    waiting to fly away
    with you

`like a bird

`far & away


`till im home

    my own place, my sanctuary
    walk-in closet // a slim body
    silky hair // pain-free joints
    scar-less // soft toys
    never ending dust-free world
    universal medical care
    environmental-friendly car
    Hogwarts's Room of Requirement
    a dream
    beauty // brawn // brain