Sunday, September 21, 2014
if there's anything i can do well...
... it is self sabotaging.
I do it so exceptionally well, and has been for the past few weeks.
You have abandoned me for as long as I care to remember; I don't know why I thought I could bring myself back to you. So foolish of me. Even as I pretend otherwise, I find that it is pulling me further away.
Why am I still pained by this?
Because of him.
And I shall cry and cry and cry for I cannot be who I need to be.
I do it so exceptionally well, and has been for the past few weeks.
You have abandoned me for as long as I care to remember; I don't know why I thought I could bring myself back to you. So foolish of me. Even as I pretend otherwise, I find that it is pulling me further away.
Why am I still pained by this?
Because of him.
And I shall cry and cry and cry for I cannot be who I need to be.
