if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Monday, January 05, 2009

yeah, whatever

"Because she'd threaten to jump off a building if..."

So I said, "Ok la, then let her jump. See if she'd really do it. I bet she won't. In fact, I'd give her 'moral support' to jump."

And he said, "That's so mean. Would you like me to say that if you threaten to kill yourself?"

I said, "If I'm that crazy, beating our kids and all, sure, you probably should."

Because people who really wants to die won't threaten you about it. They simply do it without giving you a clue. Suicidal people is by no means, stupid. People who flag suicide so willingly and so openly, well they just want the attention.

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One uncle died just before new year, sister's mother-in-law hospitalized just a few days ago, Sy is quitting job and might be going back to JB for good and I am still down and under.

This does not seem like a very good beginning.

And erm, isn't this the year of Ox? My year?

Maybe positive positive really is negative.

fate was flirting ... at 8:00 PM
& tumbled down on 1 identities

` waiting to fly


    let's release the butterflies
    so they may fly
    and be united with
    their lovers
    honey i am here
    waiting to fly away
    with you

`like a bird

`far & away


`till im home

    my own place, my sanctuary
    walk-in closet // a slim body
    silky hair // pain-free joints
    scar-less // soft toys
    never ending dust-free world
    universal medical care
    environmental-friendly car
    Hogwarts's Room of Requirement
    a dream
    beauty // brawn // brain