if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

please stop

I put all the food I see in one plate, knowing quite well that I would not be able to finish them.

I have to stop doing that. I'm wasting everyone's resources and expectations, though mostly my own.

I hate December. Time seems to pass so damn fast here. Two more weeks and it's 2009. Two more weeks and it's my birthday again. Two more weeks and it's final exams again.

Only two more weeks.

I dont seem to have ever learn my lessons.

fate was flirting ... at 5:35 PM
& tumbled down on 0 identities

` waiting to fly


    let's release the butterflies
    so they may fly
    and be united with
    their lovers
    honey i am here
    waiting to fly away
    with you

`like a bird

`far & away


`till im home

    my own place, my sanctuary
    walk-in closet // a slim body
    silky hair // pain-free joints
    scar-less // soft toys
    never ending dust-free world
    universal medical care
    environmental-friendly car
    Hogwarts's Room of Requirement
    a dream
    beauty // brawn // brain